噩梦
Posted by: kellymiyuki on: October 25, 2009
真恐怖, 噩梦就要开始了. 为什么我的人生会变得这么可悲?
不是我无心工作. 只是我力不从心. 文凭, 证书算什么? 撕烂了, 我什么都没有, 什么都不是… 没有这么大的能力怎么能承受这么大的压力? 没有人可以帮我. 就只有我自己. 很可怕.
很不开心, 特别是上个星期. 一想到我有多无能, 多不开心, 人生怎么会突然变得如此可悲, 就会流眼泪. 我讨厌这样的自己! 几时变得这么脆弱?!
很不喜欢现在的生活. 如果人生就为了工作, 那还会有什么意义? 这根本不是我想要的! 在工作上, 我永远不会找到满足感. 我几时才能逃离这场噩梦?
反正我已抱着决一死战的决心, 不是你死, 就是我亡…
净shopping, 净吃喝玩乐, 净enjoy!
Posted by: kellymiyuki on: October 6, 2009
- In: Shopping| Travel
- 2 Comments
i m back from guangzhou. yup, it’s guangzhou again. haha. nothing much to blog abt actually, cos the trip iz all abt shopping, eating and relaxing. haha!
as usual, bot many shoes, many clothes, many concert dvd, many tvb dramas etc. so many sales now, cos they r clearing stocks due to the changing season. but choices are limited though. autumn clothes r soooo nice, but i cant wear them here. haiz. i cant imagine living in a 4 season country. i guess i will need like 10 wardrobes! wahaha!
food are nice (and cheap!) haha. get to eat my fave dim sum almost everyday!!
fave cheong fun. tiz one iz really the nicest i haf ate during the trip.
粥 iz nice too!
i love 萝卜糕 too!
feasting everyday lorz. haha! 肥死了!
eggtarts from KFC iz very nice too! y dun they sell it in s’pore too?
manicure iz super cheap! RMB40 = 8 sing!! omg!
yup, dat’s all. haha.
永远的天王
Posted by: kellymiyuki on: August 31, 2009
最近对刘天王有一点小失望.
当然不是因为他否认已婚的事实. 怎么说艺人也是人啊. 总不能要人家把祖宗十八代都列出来交待清楚吧?! 说真的刘德华和朱丽倩的关系早就是一段公开的秘密了. 为什么非要逼着人家承认为止呢? 如果是你家隔壁的48岁大叔结婚, 你会这么在乎吗? 但是就因为这个48岁的大叔是刘德华, 所以才会成为全城瞩目的话题. 媒体也真奇怪. 高调的艺人就说是炒新闻, 低调的又偏要挖他们的新闻. 真是搞笑. 难道他们需要为这些’宣传’ 说声谢谢吗?
其实我不认为刘德华否认已婚有什么错. 你要说他为了力保偶像地位, 有可能. 你要说他为了不让歌迷伤心, 也有可能. 可是有没有想过, 他也是在保护他爱的人. 况且没承认不代表不负责任. 每个人都有处理事情的方法. 如果女方心甘情愿, 男的也有做到负责, 爱护和疼爱, 那外人又有什么可说的呢? 24年的一段情真的很不容易, 很可能已经超越了真爱. 结不结婚也只是一种仪式罢了.
而且, 我觉得不需要怕歌迷伤心. 如果是真正的歌迷, 怎么可能不替偶像高兴呢? 什么自杀阿, 用生命来祝福阿, 根本就是废话. 如果不懂得珍惜和爱惜自己, 怎么可能去爱偶像呢?! 拜托, 总不会天真的相信可以和偶像在一起吧?! 痴线~
小失望是因为刘天王曾经承诺过, 如果结婚就会公告天下. 但是如今都结婚怎么久了, 却迟迟不下圣旨! 我只是觉得, 如果没有把握遵守承诺, 就不要胡乱许嘛. 真不想看到天王变成大话精.
希望能看到天王公开真相的一天. 我想应该会很感动吧. 可是不管怎样, 你已经是永远的天王了, 所以不要再害怕或顾虑什么了.
CoCo avant Chanel
Posted by: kellymiyuki on: August 31, 2009
她的一生就像是一场奇迹. 在男性社会里, 她竟然可以找到自己的立足之地. 崇尚自由, 解放, 简单的她, 松开了束缚女人的马甲, 丢掉了华丽却又多余的蕾丝, 羽毛和各种配件. 她创造了简约大方的品牌Chanel.
不知道是不是上天妒嫉有才华的人. 总觉得出色的人都活得不开心. Chanel的 一生都被遗弃和寂寞伴随着. 先后被父亲, 姐姐和爱人遗弃. 风光的背后其实隐藏着不为人知的辛酸.
她从来不相信爱情, 直到她遇到了他. 想要真心投入时却被狠狠地甩入地狱. 不做妻子只做情妇的前卫思想原来在那年代就有了.
尽管有千万个镜影相随, 她的内心依然寂寞.
我觉得 Audrey Tautou 很适合 Chanel 这个角色. 基本上她们两就长得很像.
电影不属于主流行, 因为它没有高潮迭起, 只是静静的讲完Chanel 的一生. 或许有些人会觉得它闷, 不过我看到了深一层的情感.
announcement
Posted by: kellymiyuki on: August 30, 2009
Dear all,
Pls link me as kelly or kelly miyuki. i want to keep my name anonymous so dat i can rant as much as i want! haha. Thanks. pls do so asap k?
truthful answers to interview questions
Posted by: kellymiyuki on: August 30, 2009
- In: Random
- 5 Comments
Q: Why would you want to quit audit?
A: (Obviously the reason why people leave any job is because they don’t like what they are doing rite?! Can they stop asking stupid questions?!!) I want to leave audit because I can’t stand the long working hours. It’s totally unreasonable to make a person work till after 12am. Afterall, we are humans not machines. We need to sleep and rest and spend time with our families and friends. Even machines need to be shut down after working for many hours, what more when we are humans. It’s even worse when your effort and time spent at work is not appreciated by the firm. They don’t even want to give us a 13th month bonus! And what more? OT is seriously not even 5% of the actual OT hours spent. Seriously, it’s not as if the firm can’t afford to pay us more. And I hate to be treated like a dog. When they need you to work, they refuse to approve your annual leave. But when they have no jobs planned for you, they force you to clear your annual leave when you do not even have plans to go overseas or what! I thought annual leave is our entitlement? How come now it has become part of the work schedule arrange by the firm? I hate the job nature too. I feel like a nuisance when i keep asking for this schedule or that document. Always traveling to different client’s place, I don’t feel any sense of belonging to the firm. I don’t even have my own table! And i hate to carry tonnes of heavy files and laptop around. You know how heavy the things are?! Working 1 year in audit will just make us age twice as fast. I want to retain my youth and beauty, so i need to leave my job asap.
Q: If i hire you, how can i ensure that you won’t find your job boring and want to leave after 1 year?
A: (Seriously who won’t find their job boring after working for long? You won’t get bored of your work mehz?! If you are so scared that your staff will quit then don’t hire lahz!!)
Q: What’s your career aspiration?
A: (Seriously i don’t have any!!) My career aspiration is to leave on time everyday. So, i won’t expect my pay to be very high. As long as the money earned is sufficient to enable me to repay all my study loan, and can support my shopping, spending and savings, i am contented. I work to live, not live to work.
Q: Tell me why i should pay you the salary you are asking for?
A: What’s the point of answering this question when ultimately it’s you who decide my pay? You already have an amount in mind which you wanna pay me don’t you?
wah! seriously, if i answer like tiz in an interview, i dun think i will ever get a job. so pls, tell me the politically correct way of answering!!
一周年…
Posted by: kellymiyuki on: August 4, 2009
今天是我入错行的第三百六十五天. 唉, 不知不觉已经过了一年了. 这一年来我真的是在浪费时间. 而且还耗费青春! 不喜欢我的工作. 是非常讨厌!! 真想立刻辞职然后不顾一切的到国外住上半年. 游学也好, 放假也好. 只可惜是永远不会有人赞成我的做法的. 谁叫我不是李嘉诚的孙女, 还是林峰的妹妹呢?! 哈哈.
是时候该找工作了. 总不能一直呆在这没有将来的鬼地方虚度光阴吧. 现在的我真的已失去学习的欲望. 不想, 也没兴趣学习任何与工作有关的东西. 我只想尽快离开. 只可惜有兴趣的工作我做不来, 做得来的工作我却没兴趣! 为什么人生就充满了这么多矛盾?!! 是啦, 我知道兴趣不能当饭吃, 不过没兴趣就算有再好的饭吃, 也不会吃得开心!
重新看了一年前的照片. 我真的很想死! 皮肤这么突然在这一年内退步得这么多?! 而且不伦睡多久, 脸上的倦容就是不会消失. 肯定是工作害的! 以前不论多累, 假期一到就能恢复. 可是现在…哎…放了一个月的长假, 皮肤依然没恢复.
真的好累. 真想立刻就辞职…
내 머리가 나빠서
Posted by: kellymiyuki on: July 19, 2009
that day, my phone rang on the cab. my ringtone was boys before flowers’ theme 내 머리가 나빠서 (Because I’m Stupid) by SS501.
the taxi uncle: wah! ur ringtone same as mine.
i was like so stunt! my OS: *huhz! uncle u sure anotz?! u cant be thinking dat i m using some songs of ur era rite?*
then, the uncle started searching for the song on his cd.
and true enough, the song he played was the same song as my ringtone!!
wah hip taxi uncle. haha! and he went on to explain to me how he found the song on youtube and convert into mp3. double wah! i dun even noe how to convert a youtube video into an mp3 myself! used to haf a program actually, but the program expired. haha! super amazed by the taxi uncle lahz.
an acoustic version of the song by kim hyun joong solo. he will be singing in macau. haha. but i still prefer the original. haa.
and my fave song in BBF’s OST2. yes, u nv read wrongly, there r 2 OSTs (plus 1 special) for the drama!!
Love You by Howl. tiz howl guy seems to be singing alot for drama OST. if i nv rmb wrongly, he sang OST for goong too!
绝对彼氏
Posted by: kellymiyuki on: June 29, 2009
又看了一部戏. 这次是久违了的日剧, ch U 正在播映的绝对男友 (又名 绝对彼氏). 太久没有看日剧了. 喜欢日剧是因为它们常常都是 short and sweet. 11集很快就可以看完了. 换作是以前, 我应该在一天内就会把它看完了呢. 哈哈.
戏里的绝对男友, 我想正是每个女生心里的绝对男友型了. 既是男友, 又是男俑. 洗衣, 煮饭, 缝衣服, 做蛋糕, 样样难不倒他. 而且还能依照自己的喜好设定你要得样貌, 高度, 体重, 喜好和性格. 不论怎么对它发脾气, 它也不会生气. 不管身边有多少美女, 它眼里就只有你一个. 更难得的是他会像一只狗一样忠心, 永远不会移情别恋! 这种看似完美的机器人男友你会想要吗?
不过, 再完美也只不过是个机器人. 不能和你分享你的喜怒哀乐, 不能和你一起变老, 而且还有随时被reformat的危机! 再完美, 也不会是我的理想情人.
不过在戏里就不同了. 说是绝对男友, 当然会是个绝对男友啦! 机器人也会有自己的情绪, 自己的想法. 也会像人一样去关心和爱护女友. 哎呀, 戏嘛, 有什么做不到的呢?
当然, 吸引我看着部戏的, 怎么少得了超帅的机器人呢?! 哈哈.
饰演天城奈特/tenjo night的速水直道/mocomichi hayami实在是太帅了! 而且他很高哦, 应该有185以上吧. 乍看之下他真的还有点像个机器人.
tenjo night . izawa riiko
what a bonus
Posted by: kellymiyuki on: June 27, 2009
- In: Study/Work
- 6 Comments
ytd i received my first ever bonus. but the amt iz seriously not alot. in fact, i think it’s damn little lorz! they only gave me a freaking little $1704!! it’s not even a one month bonus!! OMG~ and guess wat, the pathetic amt iz before CPF!! so i juz checked, my bonus iz effectively only $1363.50. faint~
i dun understand how come the firm iz giving out such below average bonus. average firms r giving at least a 1 month bouns k! and stop using bad economy as an excuse. really sick of listening to this. economy cant be dat bad dat the firm iz not earning rite? moreover some partners are profit sharing. no profit? they eat grass mehz?! and there is no point saying the partners r having a pay cut. it wun pacify me, cos we dun even noe how much partners r earning, as if we will noe if they really haf a pay cut!! plus, no matter how lousy the economy iz, companies oso need to be audited. so dun tell me u got no biz horz!!
i felt worse when i heard pple getting $2900 gross bouns!! $2900 vs $1704?!! WTH. freaking diff of $1196?!! it’s almost double lorz. but of cos i noe bonus iz performance based. i m not saying i m dat gd to deserve a $2900. i noe i m average, and most of my frens haf gotten the same amt as me. but u call $1704 average? i expected a $2400 gross, which is at least a 1 month, to be average lahz. a $700 diff iz alot lorz. u noe i can buy so much more things if i haf the $700 more! really disapointed at the stingyness of the firm.
and increment iz also biased! pple getting more bonus r getting a $50 more increment! $50 per month would means $600 per yr! if u sae bonus iz performance based, den how come increment iz also bias? it’s not as if pple getting more money would be doing more work lorz. workload will still be the same or even worse. stupid firm giving us such a small/immaterial/pathetic increment and expect us to work even harder?! pls dream on!
sianz. cant wait to get out of audit…
and u all shd noe i m super not private and confidential abt such stuff. my frens ask me wat i get, i juz gif them the letter ask them to read themselves. haha. wat more abt disclosing the amt on blog?!
It’s Me
